Farewell 2011

I can't believe today will be the last day of 2011. Both good and bad things happened this year, well yeah every year both things do happen. I will always remember each and every one of it. Those people that make me smile and made my day -- thank you so much. This year may not have been the best but it was not the worst. The wrong doings that I have done, I wish I could take back and undo but that is all in the past. All I can do is correct the future. 

2012, please be good to me :)

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Missing

One sad song that I've been listening to since in primary school. Lagu ni macam dah lama gila la jugak kan. Masa kecik-kecik masih hingusan dulu tu, aku pernah rasa sedih teramat dengar lagu ni walaupun aku tak faham sepatah haram. Sedih la. Kau tak rasa macam tu ke?

I dont really understand the video either but this song can be interpreted as someone losing a friend. This song was released when Geri Halliwell left the group. As you can see at the ending of the video, only 4 fairies left the vending machine and 1 was missing. The vending machine could represent as a place where memories are kept including a friend and times you had with him or her. 

A very good, touching and indeed a sad song with a very deep meaning to it. :')

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Everything is going to be okay. Maybe not now, but eventually..

Banyak sangat benda nak cakap sampai dah taktau nak cakap apa. Sepanjang harini banyak kali terfikir pasal tahun depan, err or should I say next month? Urghh bila teringatkan tahun depan tahun yang sangat tough, rasa macam nak muntah. Aku kena habiskan foundation aku. Dalam pening-pening dengan study, confirm punya la mesti terselit benda-benda yang tak sepatutnya. For that, aku kena pandai kawal perasaan.

Em. Kadang-kadang tengok cerita kartun pun banyak mengajar aku macam-macam. Haha. Cuma aku kena sedar tu semua lakonan. Dan bila aku terlena dalam dunia sendiri, aku cepat-cepat terjaga supaya aku tak lari jauh dari dunia realiti. Aku yakin aku boleh.

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Dot

I don't get it. Why everything turn out this way. I keep asking myself and I cant find the perfect words to answer all those question. Its okay. I am strong enough and I know I can endure this to the end. As long as I have them around me, everything will be okay soon. Keep praying to Him and never lose hope. InsyaAllah *senyum*

ps. You don't know me at all, none of you will. And I don't care.

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Sigh

Yo.

I'm tired. My mind is tired. My brain is tired and I need a sleep. Just for several hours would do, yeah guess so. Its windy, but I dont have any mood to feel scared. Even my heart does not beat faster like usual. Ignore it. Ignore everything.

Bye then. But the feeling is still there. Duh whatever =..=

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What a boring holidays

Basically my holidays are plain and boring as always. I was all excited and wanted to do this and that but end up doing nothing at all, really funny huh? So I pretty much staying in my bedroom and do nothing. My mum only let me go out on certain days. Ya Allah, I'm so bored. Help me!

I woke up today, doing the same things. Took my shower, and ate my breakfast. Today my dad is not working, and that was so lame. Hell yeah, my siblings and I have to act like everything was normal. Because when my mum and dad were not at home, we always making noise and screaming here and there.

What a boring holidays.*justwentbackfromPahang

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Awak (:

Amirah Azyan

Its like I miss you so much, yeahh I really do

I don't know why what when but yeahh always do

She miss me too kot but not much as I do? Hehe

She's a good friend of mine.

She's cute, funny, bubbly and bubbly, not much too say but she is CUTE but TOUGH.

She teach me a lot. I've learnt from her almost everything. She is a good teacher that I adore.

I'd love to make her laugh again and again. I don't want her to get hurt again and again.

She's the most faithful truthful loving creature I've ever met.

So when she with me I'll try to make her not to remember of the hurt things and and

 I'll do anything everything I can so that she will laugh and keep on smiling 

gigling and crying cause lot of laughing. Hahaha it is just too much for a baby like her

I want her to be happy , no matter what she do I'll be with her

She is the one that all wooa-men ever wanted

I miss her. Seriously.

miss her laugh, miss her cuteness, miss her words, miss her tiny lil finggy, miss her eyes (:

I love you. xoxo

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It's My Dad's Birthday!

Happy Birthday Ayah :')

You are the best Dad in the world!

There is nobody can ever replace you.

May Allah bless you always.

Me always love you, Ayah :*

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You.

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My Head Spinning

Harharhar.
I want to run away.
I want to run away to a place where I can be who I want to be. 
To a place where I can be WITH, who I want to be (Which I'm sure is pretty obvious)

I want to go to a place where I can be the person I want to be on the inside. The one who doesn't cower. The one who just does things. All spur of the moment. I mean, there's obviously going to be things I'm still not going to do. But I'm too cautious I think. 
I think? No.
This is most definitely something that I know.

I just had a huge fight with my brother, which I can tell you in itself is most unpleasant. BUT, this particular fight had to happen at one of the most INCONVENIENT times in the whole world. He seriously, GAH! I can't even begin to explain that man to you. Tapi aku sayang diaaaaaaa..

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I've Started a Journal !

I picked up a notebook... or 6, and I've decided I'm going to do a project. I've been feeling rather lazy lately. 
Not lazy in a 'i don't do anything' kind of way, because I still do things. Not much mind you, but I don't just sit on my ass all day! 
Lazy in the kind of way, where I don't do anything creative anymore.
And I'm afraid that if I let it go for too long, I'll be dull. I lose my creativity, and I'll lose one of the parts of me I like best. 

And this is where the journal comes in. 
Everyday, I will write something. Whether it be an idea I plan on doing, or a thought that passes through my mind. Ideas for drawings, updates on how it's going, things I've dreamed, memories, plans, anything. 
Anything but an update of my day. 

Let it begin!

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Oh to be young again

Sometimes things are so easy when you are young. Wait, no. Things are always easy when you are young. At least they were when I was young. Well, maybe that's not entirely true. My life really wasn't that easy when I was young. But there were those esctasy-moments when I got good ice cream on a hot afternoon. You know what I am saying. I just wish sometimes that I could go back there to those simple moments and live there in that euphoria forever. I was happy. Life was simpler. Or maybe I was just naive to its complexity. Either case, it was certainly different than life now.

Here's to being young forever!

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