Undefined.

I can't tell you what my glitch is. I just can't seem to figure it out. I am hoping that the next few days gives some clarity. That would be really great. I don't know what I am doing here, people. It feels like I am losing my mind sometimes. I have to be honest. I am wondering what the reasoning is. Why did I do this? What it some selfish attempt at being a hero to people here? I don't know. I just need some definition to all of this emotional chaos.

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New Year With New Beginnings

I just wanted to say that I am very glad that Allah has blessed me with all He has. I love doing what I do and I love being who I am. I see the little things that are so great in my life: the love and support of amazing family, dearest friends, the protection of Allah, and the peace I have in the promise that Allah's plan is to prosper me.

These are great things. And I am very glad for it all. Is it perfect? Not a chance. But I am learning every day the value of staying committed to one's goal. It's something I never grasped before and something that is very important for me to learn. I am also learning a lot about being in a relationship-a healthy one-that's growing.

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