Senioritis

I am so sick of college. Really. I love it but I hate it but I love it.

I am just ready to finish my foundation studies and continue with my undergraduate studies. Seriously, I really want to be doing my thing, making some money for the awesomeness that is me. I am good at this. I know I can be great with more practice. More opportunities present themselves the longer time moves on. And I am really praising Allah for it all.

It's been really hard working and paying bills and all that while going to school 18 hours a week. I keep getting down to points where I really think I am just going to sink financially. I am sick of the sinking feeling. Over it. Love and grace has brought me this far.

The stress of it all gets to me from time to time and I hate that so much. Sometimes I still feel like I did when I was 18. It feels often like everyone else has it so damn easy while I just struggle to keep afloat. Emotionally and physically.

Alhamdulillah, I have amazing friends who love me and remind me often of my strength and potential.

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thanks for reading (:

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