I love you Mama

You're 40 something, I'm sorry I can’t remember your actual age because you still seems so pretty, as pretty as you always are. Still seems like the same mother I have 10 years ago. Still sweet as before. Many things do happen in our life this past few.. er years months..I don’t know. I'm growing older, I'm no longer your baby. I'm just a young girl that really understands your feelings. I can no longer sleep beside you, sometimes maybe. I can no longer touch your hair before I fall asleep. I can no longer feel your 'popok' so that I can sleep and dream. Thing just getting harder nowadays. But it’s okay. You're still my mom.

Mom, I don’t have anything much to say and I think even if I write a long essay for you, it'll never be enough to express how much I love you. I've seen so many things happen to you, yet you're still so strong. I want to be like you. I will always love you, no matter what happen.

I miss you, mom. I miss us.

The truth is, I still want to manja manja with you. Nak jadik kecik balik. I dont like being a grown-up. They sucks. Kakak nak main main main. Mengade sana sini. Buat je apa apa sesuka hati kakak. Nak pergi holiday banyak banyak macam dulu, seronok. Kakak paling suka duduk hotel. Haha alamak kena balik dah. Byebye.

Mama, kakak tak matang langsung kan? Bila kakak nak membesar ni? Hikhik -.-

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thanks for reading (:

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