Randomly, for tonight

1. I will just look at those picture. It makes me smile.
2. I will hear to the songs that makes me feel alive again.
3. I will enjoy my second bath in one day.
4. I will sing out loud and dance.
5. I will write and write and write and write until no more pages left.
6. I will keep dreaming something that will never happen.
7. I will eat chocolate again and again.
8. I will do something that I like, snapping.
9. I will cheer myself with people around me.
10. I will be deaf when I hear some annoying noise outside there.
11. I will never cut my wrist, it is stupid.
12. I will never take dog's shit, ecstasy, drugs etc.
13. I will never do suicide eventhough I'd think about it many times before. 
14. I will sit down and read my most favourite books and comics.
15. I will lay down with my pants and shirts on.
16. I will hug my teddy bears that was bought for me from my mom.
17. I will read the old messages in my Save Messages, twice before I sleep.
18. I will hear to a soft lullaby, River Flows in You.
19. I need to eat more and more when I feel pain in my head.
20. I will have my sight on random blogs.
21. I will sleep without anyone beside me.
22. I will never trust someone that dont trust me.
23. I will never miss someone that dont really appreciate me.

I love my life and I wont ruin it with someting reckless.

#yayarindukoranglah

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